Becoming, Belief, Belonging, Doubt, Listening, Mudroom Blog

When Leaving is Just the Beginning

"What are the major turning points of your life?" A friend asked me this question about a month or so ago. I knew without hesitation that leaving church and leaving my career in short succession was a major turning point in my life. Everything changed after that. Everything. I know that I've told pieces of… Continue reading When Leaving is Just the Beginning

Doubt, Questions, Words

Words that Made a Difference for This Doubter

Hello! I'm blowing the dust off of this blog today in order to send some words out into the world. Thanks for being here. A few years ago, I had a complete faith breakdown. I was frightened, anxious, and lonely. My sense of belonging, which had always been securely anchored in my church and beliefs, had… Continue reading Words that Made a Difference for This Doubter

Advent, Contemplation, Doubt, faith, Prayer, Questions, Seasons

The Question that’s Saving my Christmas

 I’ve had a tenuous relationship with Christmas the last few years. Christmas has seriously stressed me out. It’s not just all of the extra and expectations that go into the month of December; although, these also play a role in holiday stress. But navigating Christmas with faith-shifting questions is hard. Christmas has a way of… Continue reading The Question that’s Saving my Christmas

Compassion, Contemplative Practices, Doubt, faith, Image of God, Perspective

How Do We Heal from Toxic Images of God?

"It is a lie--any talk of God that does not comfort you... How long will grown men and women in this world keep drawing in their coloring books an image of God that makes them sad?" - current translation of Meister Eckhart How do we heal from toxic images of God? How do we move… Continue reading How Do We Heal from Toxic Images of God?

Becoming, Contemplation, Doubt, SheLoves, Silence

For When “Just Do It” Doesn’t Work

“Just Do It” is a great slogan when it comes to Nike shoes and things like: “Get off the couch and move!” “Floss your teeth!” “Eat your vegetables!” Or: “Sit down and write!” But there are times when “Just Do It” doesn’t work and when trying harder only leaves me feeling depleted and frustrated. Motivation,… Continue reading For When “Just Do It” Doesn’t Work

Becoming, Belief, Doubt, faith, Mudroom Blog, Story

It All Started When I Owned My Doubt

“Owning our story can be hard but not nearly as difficult as spending our lives running from it." --Brene Brown Do you ever stop to look at your life and ask, "How did I get here?" Sometimes, a small moment or conversation sets you on a course that changes everything. Sometimes these small moments require… Continue reading It All Started When I Owned My Doubt

At River's Edge, Becoming, Doubt, faith

A Resurrection Story

"You don't have to wait for the End.  I am, right now, Resurrection and Life.  The one who believes in me, even though he or she dies, will live.  And everyone who lives believing in me does not ultimately die at all.  Do you believe this?"   ~ John 11:25-26 (MSG) I am, right now, Resurrection… Continue reading A Resurrection Story

At River's Edge, Doubt, faith, lent, Seasons

A Baptist Discovers Lent

I am grateful to be writing for At River's Edge this week. Here is a peek: Growing up as a girl born Baptist, Easter was something that we celebrated with triumphant music, Easter-egg hunts, and ham.  We were excited for Easter, but Easter always caught me by surprise.  Maybe it snuck up on me because I… Continue reading A Baptist Discovers Lent

Belief, Contemplation, Doubt, Perspective, Words

Rediscovering ‘Belief’

The language that we use to describe God and faith and Jesus seems especially worn out sometimes. Sometimes I wish that we could just start over with a new vocabulary. But then there are times when we are given new eyes to see these words in a different light. When we experience these words in the depths of our hearts. And the words become new. And we become new. That is the power at the heart of these most potent words. "Believe" is one such word for me.